Solitary Confinement

I spent the last two weeks self monitoring and isolating due to exposure to COVID. The first few days were luxurious. I had a legitimate excuse to shirk responsibility. I slept in. Basked in precious alone time. I ignored chores and indulged in watching all the TV shows I haven’t had time to enjoy over the past decade. 

By the end the first week, I was feeling a little resentful. I could hear everyone else in the house laughing and having fun. I had the worst case of FOMO!

At the end of the second week, I mostly just felt lonely. I missed my family.

Without effort or investment, it is surprisingly easy to live in the same house with loved ones, yet still feel completely disconnected. This experience made me so acutely aware of all the things I normally take for granted. Mostly, it made me want to hug my kids.