Easy Peasy

My dad has been in and out of the hospital the last few weeks. Dealing with the deterioration of your elderly parent's health can be taxing.  While I want to be involved and give my opinion on decision making, I also want to be sensitive to what my dad wants (even if I disagree). 

I have been struggling with reconciling who I am with who I want to be. I would love to be the chill, easy going, laid back type of person. But that's just not me. I'm the person you turn to when you want to get stuff done. I care deeply, but therefore have strong opinions. I take charge. I'm bossy. 

In the end, it may be too late for me to change how I am. However, I am trying my best to hold my tongue and be supportive. I just hope my friends and family can see that my intentions are always pure and that I genuinely am trying to help...